SadoMasochism or S & M :
The combination of sadism and masochism, in particular the deriving of pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting or submitting to physical or emotional abuse.

Sadist:
someone who obtains pleasure from inflicting pain or other

Masochist
n : someone who obtains pleasure from receiving punishment

I am a Masochist. I've grown to enjoy pain and the jourey that I go on when pain is inflicted on me. At IML this year, I had an experience that again made me wonder: why do I like pain.
I met an Austrian Master and boy on Sunday night of IML. I had caught the Master's eye on Saturday when I was in bondage at the vendor Mart. He walked by me and tweaked my nipple. He walked about 10 paces away and stared at me. That intrigued the boy.

Later that afternoon, I saw the Master and the boy at the Puppy Play gathering. Again, we exchanged smiles, and he stared at me from a distance.

This is a work in progress:
Astrian Sir, boy and London Breeches buddy. Accents make me hard.
Zero Sir, Thank you Sir, May i have another Sir. Kind of cliche but it worked.
Can you take 50?
Can you take 50 more?
Can you take 100?
I had a boy take 600, can you?

Laying on top of the London Breeches buddy as Master and boy gave me 100 lashes. All the while the London top was comforting me, encouraging me, asking me to take it for him.

All the while the Austrian Master is telling me how lucky I am to have the London buddy holding me. The Austrian Master kept telling me that the London buddy was a highly sought after Top. That boys and slaves yearned for this man and that the London Top was very selective who he played with. The London Top told me he was impressed and was proud that I was able to take what I had just received.